I do like a mission in life.
I would now like to be able to say that I was off to Lesbos to help care for refugees and support the over-stretched, very over-stretched, Greek people, but I am not. (Not least because I am not sure they need a middle-aged do-gooder who speaks no Greek, has no Arabic, no medical skills etc etc.)
So on the absence of a proper mission in life, I set myself small ones.
When we lived in Paris and the best beloved was at work all day and I had no friends, I used to walk across the city on small missions after small missions.
I might be going to buy a new wooden spoon and new there was a great cook shop by the canal, or I would create a trail based on Jewish shops and synagogues, or I would find yet another circuitous route to Shakespeare & Company, the amazing bookshop on the left bank.
That way, I learned a lot about Paris, and it kept me sane.
The best beloved hates British winters and wants to spend a month in Southern Spain in say February next year.
I don’t mind the winter, and have Oxfam, pilates, upholstery and other Sussex housewife things to keep me amused.
He wants a blast of sun and to write his book.
So, we went for a week to Seville to think about it for next year.
I really like Seville, enjoyed the tapas, nice apartment, Cordoba, sights and scenes and etc etc but I did wonder what my mission would be if I was there for a month.
Learning Spanish is not going to do it – before you, dear reader, suggest that.
He has suggested that, and indeed bought me a Spanish CD course from Lidl, but no, that is not going to do it.
I need something to get me out of bed early and cheerful with a sense of doing something purposeful and I am just not sure what it would be.
Before anyone berates me for having the problems of the rich, I would just like to admit that indeed it is a problem for a rich person but it doesn’t mean that I will be able to spend a month counting my blessings and doing bugger all.